Cleaning House

I have POST _(set? show? busy times?)___depression.

In March, I was in Diamond Bar, CA shooting a suspense thriller feature film with a great group of people (FILM THRU SOUND) in a BEAUTIFUL location. Then, I had to snap back to the reality of L.A. (does reality even exist in LA?)

Balls on Fire had a killer show, and I kept making it through to the next round of the X-Ecution (improv competition), but I lost a sort of spark that I had every day that I woke up in Diamond Bar...

As Far as the X-Ecution, I could have been satisfied with being the last girl left and in making it to the top 4...however, people who know me, know that I am hard on myself...as a result of getting the boot from the competition last Friday and having nothing lined up for a while, I decided to quit the negative...smoking, caffeine, alcohol, and clean house.

DAY 1: Monday... I was ok, excited about starting a new chapter that didn't involve nearly a pack of cigs a day and far too much coffee...

DAY 2: HELL.... HELL...HELLLLL...I had headaches like ya wouldn't believe. Napped (I don't know How to nap)... rocked myself to sleep at 8:30pm... "when will this stop?" I asked my madre.

DAY 3: (today) I feel awesome. No headaches...my eating diet is going well, and I have energy. I ahve also gone to the gym for the past two days. WHAT? I will keep you posted; I have made it to day 3 before and thrown in the towel (quit quitting aka kept smoking). Hope that doesn't happen this time around.

So, spring cleaning, that's what I'm up to. And Painting again. So that's fun. OH, and I intend to start my new short film as soon as I am done with this post.

Supah Fly. Catchya later!!!